I was paid too, for searching through youtube, looking for perfect teeth perfect smile for S.

the perks of working in an ants company. you work till you die.

I'm too excited to wait for this to happen!

=D

~~ 6hours of sleep is a luxury ~~

I graduated today.

I regretted, nvr spent my last 3years wisely.

remind me to make a goal, to make more friends, to work and study hard, and join cca.

thanks family~ for being there on my graduation day.

sad that he cant come, or does he even bother to come? or I didnt invite him so he didnt come?
i dunno.

everyone asking me the same question..
y make me sad all over again?

pray.temple. pray for dear to get good results for his exam.
ate zai rice for lunch.
walked around with sister. shopping. =)
didnt buy anything cause.. no mood to shop.
went to meet SS and HT at cityhall.
so many ppl!
went to the IT fair first.
went into the laptop level. accompany SS look at laptops.
play Fujitsu's small mini laptop. DAMN CUTE! lol. feel like owning one.
walked ard.
went to 6th lvl.
FINALLY! harddrive~ =D
went from Western Digital. to others.
lol. actually abit tired.. so I just let SS decide for me what to buy lo. trust him wont let my money spent unnecessary bah.
heh. good to have a guy during IT fair. dunno what he talking to the sales person also. what fat32? o0 he settle for me can le =x can use in both mac n pc tt's all I know.
saw dear's friend. forgotten his name. dont think he got see me bah. lol.
after walking and cramping for so long. finally just bought one harddrive. 320gb for 99dollars. add in 10dollars for 2extra year warranty and software backup. not bad ey? so total damage.109 today. lol.
went ard, walked to Audio-Technica. wanted to buy the headphone, the button ones. they dont have. the cheapest ones are the Zoe ones.. but I dont feel like buying those, i cant bend them! omg. look so fragile smmore. I'm not those "wen rou" kinda girl. i definately need things that are durable. the new one.. pottery thats what they call? yah. looks nice. 88dollars. damn fking expensive man! rather buy the button. 65dollars.
headdown to marina sq. glance the dcmd gradshow. nth much. v messy.
ate pizza hut with them. curry chicken baked rice! =D so yummy! 14$. wow.
go toilet before going off.
played the kiapkiap thingi. those machine u got a claw to get the toys. i dunno what's called la.
wanted to play once. all in the name of fun. i got it. lolx. with 2dollars only. exchanged it with a mickeymouse. omg. so cute!
wasted another 3dollars claw-ing ard other machines tot i could get more ==" how stupid.
ht asked me to help her. cant la. her metoyou bear so heavy! the claw so small.. in the end, she spent 16dollars. pity her =x but mine is just beginner's luck. lol.
realise it's damn late.
rush off for belly dance. SORRY SS N HT! for making u two rush with me..
latelate. rush. abit pekchek with sister. she late for a few minutes! =x so sorry for being irritated with u.
nothing much learnt. heng. but damn damn tiring.
home. ate dinner. =) nice n yummy. long time nvr eat mama cook der dinner le.
heh. showed papa my new bought harddrive. =D

went for eunos interview. reached there had a feeling that i dont like it. dont want to go. the person keep pestering me. ==" sales n marketing. nasa technology. PI! i already went for interview for this lo. i dont want to do sales.
called Jeffrey to talk. ended up we arguing on the phone. wtf.
called ht to complaint. lolx. she pei wo chat till so home lo..
walked around jp. refuse to go home.
meet dajie at fairprice. walked to buy cake. in the end. also walked home.
slept on the sofa for 15min. so tired.
went to Pioneer Wharf restaurent.
v nice service. nice ambience. so-so food.
just dont like everything also dont have the sharring der kan jue. =\
bday celebrations for erjie and meimei.
2cakes. one is chocolate. another one is yoghuit mousse. not bad. =)

weird day.
funny day.
sad day.
sad day.
sad day.
angry day.
fk!

I just mastered the art of sitting while sleeping..
and I didnt even realise it until my dad wakes me up..
and found myself "waking up"..

I'm just too tired.

behind this plastered smile, lies tears.

some ppl just dont know what is JOB scope.
can dont keep passing me your shits?

some of you may know..
I'm still wanted! lolx.. wanted as in, being chased..
by not 1 but THREE!!
I wont reveal the name..
within just 1week and suddenly spring these 3 guys.. lol
my tao hua just so good..
but of course, the thing I keep telling them is..
I got bf, and I love him very very much.
so, 2 settled. 1 nvr contacted me anymore. (hurray!) another one, became just friends. ( yes! i dont lose a friendship over it! )
left 1 which is still so stubborn..
dont dare to hurt a guy anymore.. understood the feeling of "hurt" v deeply..
so, just keep hinting him tt we cant be tgt..
cause I had Jeffrey.

my ex told me again those words..
in which I longed not to hear it..
I didnt felt happy,
just sorry for him..
he's bz with work, so gf is not a priority.
I cant settle with his decision.
though I dont know I'm rank what in Jeff's life..
it just made me wonder..
if he's working like my ex..
will he, too, placed me as un- impt?
to a man, career is impt.

what shld i do then?
how can I still maintain our own priority?
i dunno.

adulthood.
m I ready for it?